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			<title type="html"><![CDATA[Star Trek: Discovery’s showrunners on what to expect from the first Trek TV series in 16 years]]></title>
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							<summary type="html"><![CDATA[Star Trek: Discovery, debuting this weekend on CBS and CBS All Access, marks the first bit of Star Trek television since Enterprise was canceled in 2005. It also marks a number of milestones for the legendary sci-fi franchise &#8212; from prominent firsts like casting a woman of color in the lead role and featuring the [&#8230;]]]></summary>
			
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<p><a href="http://www.cbs.com/shows/star-trek-discovery/"><em>Star Trek: Discovery</em></a>, debuting this weekend on CBS and CBS All Access, marks the first bit of <em>Star Trek</em> television since <em>Enterprise</em> was canceled in 2005. It also marks a number of milestones for the legendary sci-fi franchise &mdash; from prominent firsts like casting a woman of color in the lead role and featuring the first openly gay character in <em>Star Trek</em> history to more subtle tweaks, like having two different captains on the show and a fresh-faced Starfleet cadet in the main cast.</p>

<p>With Sonequa Martin-Green (<em>The Walking Dead</em>) starring as First Officer Michael Burnham, a black woman Starfleet officer who&rsquo;s <a href="https://youtu.be/1zy-7kUPQXs?t=1m33s">poised to have her own command</a>, and Anthony Rapp (the original cast of <em>Rent</em> on Broadway) playing Lt. Paul Stamets, an astromycologist and a gay man who is in a committed long-term relationship with another officer on the ship, <em>Discovery</em> is clearly making an effort to be the most representative <em>Star Trek</em> series in the franchise&rsquo;s 50-year history. To discuss these landmark developments, Vox spoke to <em>Discovery</em>&rsquo;s two showrunners, Gretchen Berg and Aaron Harberts, as well as Rapp, about what to expect.</p>

<p>The following interviews have been combined and edited for length and clarity.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302309/110088_0565b.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Anthony Rapp as Lt. Paul Stamets on Star Trek: Discovery." title="Anthony Rapp as Lt. Paul Stamets on Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Anthony Rapp as Lt. Paul Stamets. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On developing the character of Paul Stamets, who is gay, and casting Rapp in the role</h2>
<p><em>Because no </em>Star Trek<em> TV series has ever featured a gay character, </em>Discovery<em>&rsquo;s writers devoted extra care to developing Stamets, whom Rapp describes as &ldquo;caustic.&rdquo;</em></p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>[The character is] named after a real person. [The real Paul Stamets is] a mycologist, and our Paul is also an astromycologist, which means he studies mushrooms and fungi, but of the universe. It actually goes all the way back to [<a href="http://trekcore.com/blog/2017/07/new-ew-issue-details-bryan-fullers-discovery-departure/">original <em>Discovery</em> showrunner</a>] Bryan Fuller, who always leans into the sciences and sci-fi. &#8230; The real Paul Stamets has a great <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/paul_stamets_on_6_ways_mushrooms_can_save_the_world">TED talk</a> that you can find online if you want to know more about the background of the inspiration for the character.</p>

<p>Actually, we [originally] had Anthony in a different role, and it was a smaller role. And I think when we [were casting that smaller role] we were like, &#8220;Oh, we&#8217;re going to go after Anthony Rapp.&#8221; And then we got Anthony Rapp. And then [when it was time to cast Stamets] we&#8217;re like, &#8220;Wait a minute. We have Anthony Rapp!&#8221;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts</h3>
<p>The thing that was always important was that an out gay actor played this part. Everybody just wanted to stick to their guns in that way. To tell you the truth, Anthony was that, [which made us realize] that he&#8217;d be great for Stamets. It&#8217;s hard to find a lot of out gay male actors.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Anthony Rapp</h3>
<p>I got a late-night email. I actually went back and looked at it again just the other day because I was curious. I checked my email before I went to bed, and it was 11:30 New York time, pm. And it was from my manager saying, &ldquo;Are you interested in being part of the new <em>Star Trek</em>?&rdquo; And I didn&#8217;t even know there was a new <em>Star Trek</em>. So that made my head explode. It was an offer, which almost never happens in my experience in television &mdash;&nbsp;at least for me. I was like, &ldquo;Of course!&rdquo; In that case, it was a small role, but I was like, &ldquo;Yeah! I&#8217;ll do anything! I&#8217;d love to be part of this. That&#8217;d be really exciting.&rdquo;</p>

<p>So that was it. I was super thrilled. I had to sign an NDA [nondisclosure agreement] just to look at the material, and the material was also transmitted to me in an app that self-destructed within 24 to 48 hours. Not the app, but the material self-destructed.</p>

<p>And I couldn&#8217;t tell anybody either. Obviously I could tell my boyfriend, but that was it.</p>

<p>Then it was another four weeks. [Then one day] my phone rings, and it&#8217;s my agent, Sarah, and she&#8217;s like, &ldquo;They want to upgrade you and make you a regular.&rdquo;</p>

<p>I never auditioned! It&#8217;s so insane. And it was thrilling, but the whole thing dropped out of the sky. It has completely transformed my life already. I got a peak experience a little over 20 years ago with <em>Rent</em>. Truly, as an actor, it was everything I would&#8217;ve dreamed, everything I would&#8217;ve wanted to been a part of. And now this has come along, and it absolutely is rivaling it in all sorts of ways. And the fact that it came so unexpectedly feels kinda like a showbiz miracle.&nbsp;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts</h3>
<p>Literally the second we started thinking about it, thinking, &#8220;We&#8217;ve got an out gay actor. Why not let him carry the torch for the gay community?&#8221; And then hiring Wilson [Cruz] to play [Stamets&rsquo;s] partner was also really great for us because it allowed two gay men to do what many gay men aren&#8217;t able to do, which is play a gay. Often those roles are given to straight guys.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302403/111064_1581r.JPG?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Anthony Rapp and Wilson Cruz at the premiere of Star Trek: Discovery." title="Anthony Rapp and Wilson Cruz at the premiere of Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Anthony Rapp and Wilson Cruz at the premiere of &lt;em&gt;Star Trek: Discovery&lt;/em&gt;. The two actors play a couple on the show. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On the importance of portraying Stamets as very “normal” and giving him a boyfriend who appears onscreen</h2>
<p><em>Wilson Cruz plays the role of </em><a href="http://www.treknews.net/2017/07/23/wilson-cruz-star-trek-discovery/"><em>Dr. Hugh Culber</em></a><em>, a medical officer on the Discovery who&rsquo;s also in a romantic relationship with Stamets</em>.&nbsp;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts  </h3>
<p>Well, for me, I&#8217;m a gay man, and I grew up on television during my coming-out period, which was actually high school, in the late &#8217;80s, early &#8217;90s. And I remember there was not a lot of visibility. Gay characters tended to be either dying of AIDS or were sort of a punchline, or were portrayed in a way that felt very sexually lascivious, perhaps. There wasn&#8217;t a lot of visibility in terms of a stable relationship that, frankly, was boring. You know? And that changed a lot later into the &#8217;90s, but even in, like, 1995 or &#8217;96, before <em>Will &amp; Grace</em>, there&#8217;s still wasn&#8217;t a lot of visibility. I remember when Ellen came out. That wasn&#8217;t that long ago.</p>

<p>I guess, and I&#8217;m just speaking from my own experience, what has always been important to me when we do develop gay characters is that they feel like they are just as normal as anybody else. [Stamets and Culber are in] a long-term relationship. We think they&#8217;ve been together for at least three years when we find them. They cohabitate on the ship. We introduce them as people first, and then as a couple. There&#8217;s not a big drop in terms of, &#8220;They&#8217;re out. They&#8217;re gay.&#8221;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>It&#8217;s not some sort of defining characteristic of either of them. Just like many times in life, you&#8217;re out in the world and you meet people in your sphere. Then as you get to know the personal details of their life, that&#8217;s one of the things that comes out, pardon the pun. To me, what&#8217;s nice about it is they&#8217;re just so woven into the fabric of the community, the crew of the Starfleet ship. Aaron used the word &#8220;boring&#8221;; we use that in such a loving way, but it&#8217;s true. They&#8217;re just like everybody else.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts</h3>
<p>What&#8217;s fun is that we meet them the way you would meet any couple, which is brushing their teeth. That&#8217;s how we establish they&#8217;re a couple. They&#8217;re living in the same quarters, and they&#8217;re brushing their teeth. To me, who can&#8217;t relate to that? They&#8217;re just like anybody else. But where we take the relationship, it just transcends the boundaries of space and time. And I think for young gay kids who are looking for representation, I&#8217;m really proud by what we&#8217;ve pulled off. Because it&#8217;s not anything more than just a gay relationship that has the same status as any other relationship.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Anthony Rapp</h3>
<p>So back in the day in <em>Rent</em>, I was the last of the principals to leave the original cast on Broadway. In the meantime, Wilson was in the second national tour, and I had met him then because I went out and I attended a rehearsal. I was already familiar with his work from my circle. But then toward the end of my run in <em>Rent</em>, he replaced Wilson Jermaine Heredia, the original Angel, who left three or four weeks before I left, so we shared the stage of <em>Rent</em> on Broadway for about two or three or four weeks, something like that.</p>

<p>The gift of being able to do scenes with Wilson &mdash; I&#8217;ve known him for 20 years, so we didn&#8217;t have to do any homework to find a comfort with each other. It was just so easy to play these scenes with him.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302379/110088_3371b.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Mary Wiseman as Cadet Sylvia Tilly on Star Trek: Discovery." title="Mary Wiseman as Cadet Sylvia Tilly on Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Mary Wiseman as Cadet Sylvia Tilly. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On why there’s a cadet character in <em>Star Trek: Discovery</em>’s main cast, and how she serves as “the soul of [the] show”</h2>
<p><em>Sylvia Tilly, played by Mary Wiseman, will be the first cadet character in </em>Star Trek<em> history to be part of the main cast. She&rsquo;s also the first cadet to play a major role on a </em>Star Trek<em> series since </em><a href="http://memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Nog"><em>Nog</em></a><em>, a recurring character on </em>Deep Space Nine<em>.</em></p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>Well, I think just going back to that whole idea of we really wanted to represent everybody on this show. This is somebody who is fresh out of graduating from Starfleet Academy, and she has stars in her eyes, and we wanted that person at the very bottom of this ladder to be represented. She also plays a part in the fact that we wanted somebody who will also play a prot&eacute;g&eacute; and really start them on their journey. One of her characteristics is that she&#8217;s the most optimistic. She has the biggest heart, I think, of anybody that you&#8217;ll meet on the series. We&#8217;re never playing her as a dopey innocent. I think that&#8217;s where she is in her life, and I think that&#8217;s also who she will continue to be as a character and as a human being. Mary Wiseman, who plays her, is a delight.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts  </h3>
<p>The story for our main character, Michael Burnham, is that she thought her life was going one way and she makes a choice and her life is taken way off course. We also really like the idea that, ironically enough, this first officer in Starfleet has to get schooled in what it means to be a human. [Burnham <em>is</em> a human, but she was raised on <a href="http://www.cbs.com/shows/star-trek-discovery/news/1007596/first-officer-michael-burnham-is-a-woman-of-two-worlds-on-star-trek-discovery/">Vulcan</a> by Sarek, Spock&rsquo;s father, <a href="https://io9.gizmodo.com/star-trek-discoverys-main-character-has-suddenly-becom-1797161552">after her parents died</a>.] So we have this cadet character who you think Burnham will be teaching everything to, but Tilly &mdash; she&#8217;s sort of the soul of our show in a lot of ways. She&#8217;s got a lot to teach Burnham, and Burnham has a lot to teach her. It&#8217;s a best friendship that is, I don&#8217;t want to say they&#8217;re different generations, but it&#8217;s a great representation of a friendship, of two people who are in different stages of their lives. &nbsp;</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302341/110387_1834b.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Michelle Yeoh as Captain Philippa Georgiou; Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham on Star Trek: Discovery." title="Michelle Yeoh as Captain Philippa Georgiou; Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham on Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Michelle Yeoh as Captain Philippa Georgiou; Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On <em>Star Trek: Discovery</em>’s female friendships</h2>
<p><em>In the past, </em>Star Trek<em> series have placed far greater emphasis on male friendships: Kirk, Spock, and McCoy in </em>The Original Series<em>; Data and Geordi in </em>The Next Generation<em>; Bashir and O&rsquo;Brien in </em>Deep Space Nine<em>; Harry and Tom in </em>Voyager<em>; and Trip and Archer in </em>Enterprise<em>. Berg and Harberts say that will be a change with </em>Discovery<em>.</em></p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>At the core of the show there are many female friendships. &nbsp;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts  </h3>
<p>It&#8217;s so important for us, the relationship between [<a href="http://www.startrek.com/article/michelle-yeoh-sheds-light-on-captain-georgiou-discovery">Captain Philippa Georgiou</a>, played by Michelle Yeoh], who would be at the top as a captain, Sonequa&#8217;s character Michael, who&#8217;s in the middle, and then Cadet Tilly, who&#8217;s at the bottom. That is definitely a friendship structure that has always been important to us. They&#8217;re great characters, and I think everybody is going to really enjoy watching them. I think anyone will enjoy the friendship. I don&#8217;t think you have to be a woman to like it. But I think it&#8217;s very cool that these female characters really have each other&#8217;s backs.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302393/05_110493_0857b3.JPG?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham on Star Trek: Discovery." title="Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham on Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Sonequa Martin-Green as First Officer Michael Burnham. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On why <em>Discovery</em>’s lead character isn’t starting the show as a captain</h2>
<p><em>While Sonequa Martin-Green&rsquo;s Michael Burnham will be the first woman of color to lead a </em>Star Trek<em> show, this will be the second time a </em>Star Trek<em> show has had its main character start as a commander instead of a captain. (</em>Deep Space Nine&rsquo;<em>s </em><a href="http://memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Benjamin_Sisko"><em>Benjamin Sisko</em></a><em>, played by Avery Brooks, in </em>Deep Space Nine<em> was the first.)</em></p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg  </h3>
<p>For us, it had to do with being a serialized show. In the past, we felt like when you met a lot of the people on the bridge, they were kinda fully baked and we know who they were right off the top. We wanted to take our lead character on a journey, and so in order to take her on a journey, she couldn&#8217;t have already achieved all her goals and finished all the wants and needs in her life. We wanted everybody to go on a journey with her, quite frankly.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts  </h3>
<p>The <em>Discovery</em> title is really thematic for us. As we were saying earlier, Michael thought she knew what she wanted and what she was gonna get, and now she doesn&#8217;t, and she has a place to go. As Gretchen was saying, having <em>Discovery</em> be serialized, you really get to watch that journey.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302301/110088_1736b.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Mary Chieffo as L&#039;Rell on Star Trek: Discovery." title="Mary Chieffo as L&#039;Rell on Star Trek: Discovery." data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Mary Chieffo as L&#039;Rell. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On why the Klingon character L’Rell (Mary Chieffo) may get more development than any other female Klingon in <em>Star Trek</em> history</h2>
<p><em>So far, all signs point to </em><a href="https://www.polygon.com/tv/2017/9/19/16316712/star-trek-discovery-trailer-cast-release-date-klingons"><em>the Klingons being </em>Discovery<em>&rsquo;s main antagonists</em></a><em>. Historically, the </em><a href="http://memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Martok"><em>most prominent</em></a><em> </em><a href="http://memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Worf"><em>Klingon</em></a><em> </em><a href="http://memory-alpha.wikia.com/wiki/Gowron"><em>characters</em></a><em> have all been male.</em>&nbsp;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>One of the things we wanted to do was to not play the Klingons as the thugs of the universe. When you start watching, L&#8217;Rell goes on this fascinating journey from &mdash; I almost just blurted out her entire storyline. I&#8217;m not going to do that. But she is somebody to watch. The character is somebody that we&#8217;re very, very proud of, and we wanted to show that there&#8217;s a lot of duality that&#8217;s going on. Both sides are represented. What it means to be proud in being in Starfleet and what it means to be proud in being a Klingon, L&#8217;Rell is the poster child for that.&nbsp;</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts  </h3>
<p>You don&#8217;t see a lot of development for female Klingons. She is really going to go on a journey. I feel like we&#8217;ve got such great actors and such great representation, as Gretchen was saying, on both sides. We dig as much into the Klingons as we do in Starfleet in a lot of ways.</p>
<img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/9302469/110502_0905b.JPG?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="Jason Isaacs as Captain Gabriel Lorca on Star Trek: Discovery.&nbsp;" title="Jason Isaacs as Captain Gabriel Lorca on Star Trek: Discovery.&nbsp;" data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Jason Isaacs as Captain Gabriel Lorca. | CBS" data-portal-copyright="CBS" /><h2 class="wp-block-heading">On how Discovery&#039;s two different captains will embody humanity’s different reactions to war</h2>
<p><em>When we first meet Burnham, she&rsquo;s serving on a different ship, the Shenzhou, as first officer under Captain Georgiou. It&rsquo;s unclear how she&rsquo;ll ultimately end up serving aboard the Discovery under Captain Gabriel Lorca (Jason Isaacs), or what Georgiou&rsquo;s specific role will be on the show when that happens. But both captains will be major influences on Burnham&rsquo;s life. </em></p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Gretchen Berg</h3>
<p>One of the backdrops of the show this season is war. And what we have in these two captains are two people who both have experienced war and know it and lived it firsthand and haven&#8217;t just studied it in books. And they both have very different attitudes about it. Georgiou, for us, is a person who has seen all the atrocities in life, and she&#8217;s made the decision that she&#8217;s still going to see the sunshine and light and goodness in the universe.&nbsp;</p>

<p>Lorca, on the other hand, in the heat of battle, you&#8217;ll see that he has a practicality of somebody who is able to have a little more of a black-and-white attitude: &#8220;In order to survive [war], we have to do drastic things.&#8221;</p>

<p>War is horrible and it&#8217;s awful. Our focus was that it&#8217;s not that easy to handle a situation like this. And we&#8217;re living in those times right now. [It was just in the news] that people in Japan were taking cover because <a href="https://www.vox.com/2017/9/14/16309900/north-korea-japan-missile-launch-hokkaido">there were missiles [being fired] from North Korea</a>. It&#8217;s terrifying. It brings out a different version of ourselves when you&#8217;re staring in the face of that kind of world-changing event.</p>
<h3 class="wp-block-heading">Aaron Harberts   </h3>
<p>Not only are we taking our characters on a journey, but we&#8217;re taking Starfleet on a journey of discovery. I think that Georgiou represents the Starfleet that we all know and love and are comfortable with. That is, as Gretchen said, hopeful and optimistic. And Lorca represents a more mysterious, complicated version of a Starfleet captain who can almost only exist during a time of war. So they&#8217;re both allegories or metaphors for how people and institutions act in times of conflict and desperation.</p>

<p>Star Trek: Discovery<em> debuts Sunday, September 24, on both CBS and the network&rsquo;s subscription-based streaming service, </em><a href="http://www.cbs.com/shows/star-trek-discovery/"><em>CBS All Access</em></a><em>. The show will then air exclusively on CBS All Access beginning October 1.&nbsp;</em></p>
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<p>RALEIGH, North Carolina &mdash; Sarah Gillooly, policy director for the American Civil Liberties Union North Carolina, waited outside the room where the Senate Rules Committee meets. It was Thursday, and the Rules Committee was scheduled to vote on a repeal of House Bill 2, North Carolina&rsquo;s infamous &ldquo;bathroom bill,&rdquo; based on terms negotiated by Republican and Democratic leaders the night before.</p>

<p>Gillooly and the ACLU of North Carolina had heard about those terms. They did not like what they&rsquo;d heard.</p>

<p>&ldquo;The bill really ties the hand of local lawmakers in the short term but also in the long term,&rdquo; Gillooly told Vox, &ldquo;in the short term by prohibiting nondiscrimination ordinances until 2020, and in the long term by prohibiting local governments from protecting transgender people&rsquo;s access to public accommodations.&rdquo;</p>

<p>A year ago, Charlotte tried to pass a local nondiscrimination ordinance for the LGBTQ community, a stopgap since neither the state nor the federal government <a href="http://www.vox.com/2015/4/22/8465027/lgbt-nondiscrimination-laws">provides such protections</a>. In response, North Carolina lawmakers enacted HB 2, a state law barring local municipalities from enacting their own nondiscrimination ordinances. But more famously, the law made it illegal to use bathrooms and changing facilities in schools and other public facilities that didn&rsquo;t correspond with the sex on one&rsquo;s birth certificate.</p>

<p>The law sparked national outcry, while the attention inspired <a href="http://bigstory.ap.org/article/6ec6719f75d1491aa804eb97caa3c427/red-states-businesses-gearing-fight-bathroom-bills">other states</a> either to drop efforts to pass their own versions of the law, like Georgia, or to double down and pass them anyway, as <a href="http://www.nbcdfw.com/news/politics/Bathroom-Bill-Clears-Texas-Senate-but-Still-Faces-Hurdles-416257273.html">Texas</a> did. But the threat of losing billions of dollars in state revenue forced North Carolina&rsquo;s lawmakers to revisit the so-called bathroom bill. After several boycotts from businesses, concerts, and other moneymaking events that avoided the state due to the law, a potentially devastating threat was made: <a href="http://www.cnn.com/2017/02/10/us/bathroom-bill-north-carolina-ncaa-lgbt/index.html">The NCAA said</a> it would not host any of its major sporting events for the next five years in North Carolina if the state didn&rsquo;t change the law by March 30, potentially risking the loss of half a billion dollars in revenue by 2022.</p>

<p>That seemed to be the last straw. North Carolina&rsquo;s government had to act.</p>

<p>So a year after HB2 became law, the North Carolina General Assembly hustled to pass a compromise to repeal it. Many opponents of HB2, though, see the compromise as too similar to the status quo &mdash; or even a step backward. But the compromise was a product of its situation, resulting from months of wrangling and attempts that went nowhere.</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">Voters signaled their disapproval of HB2 — by pushing their governor out of office</h2>
<p>The previous governor, Pat McCrory, championed the bill last year after he signed it into law, but it quickly became clear that would serve as a weakness in his bid for reelection. In November, McCrory, a Republican, lost to Attorney General Roy Cooper, a Democrat, <a href="http://www.vox.com/policy-and-politics/2016/12/5/13776408/mccrory-cooper-governor-north-carolina-election-lgbtq">by a 10,000-vote margin after a recount</a>. It was a stunning defeat, since every other high-profile statewide race &mdash; a US Senate seat, the presidency &mdash; went to Republicans. <a href="http://wunc.org/post/how-gerrymandered-districts-helped-gop-keep-veto-proof-majority#stream/0">With the help of gerrymandering</a>, Republicans also maintained veto-proof majorities in the legislature.</p>

<p>The effects of HB2 became the most contentious issue in the gubernatorial race; Cooper campaigned to repeal the law, and McCrory staunchly defended it. So when Cooper won, his supporters saw that as a definitive answer to how the state felt about what needed to happen next: A full repeal was the only way to move forward.</p>

<p>But <a href="http://ncleg.net/Sessions/2017/Bills/House/PDF/H142v5.pdf">House Bill 142</a>, the compromise legislation that repealed HB2 last week, is not that. The law still bars local municipalities from enacting their own nondiscrimination ordinances before 2020. And even after that, no city or county can regulate multiple-occupancy bathrooms or changing facilities without the state government legislating that they can. That means no local anti-discrimination protections for the LGBTQ community, and transgender people in particular, will come in North Carolina unless Republicans who control the General Assembly say so. Given this compromise bill, that seems highly unlikely.</p>

<p>And if Republicans still hold a veto-proof majority going into 2020, they could decide to extend the moratorium.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I&rsquo;m feeling demoralized,&rdquo; said Joaquin Carca&ntilde;o, one of the transgender plaintiffs in a lawsuit brought by the ACLU after HB2 was signed into law. He also voted for Cooper. &ldquo;You know, you try not to be overly optimistic, dealing with politics and things like that. But you like to believe promises made to your community, you know? When your community has done so much to support them. And so it&rsquo;s demoralizing.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Ames Simmons, director of transgender policy for EqualityNC, expressed similar thoughts after the Senate Rules Committee voted to send HB142 to the full Senate. &ldquo;We need for Gov. Cooper to keep the promises that he made on the campaign trail about fully and cleanly repealing HB2,&rdquo; Simmons said.</p>

<p>Cooper&rsquo;s support for HB142 boiled down to a choice of pragmatism. The night the compromise was announced and the day before the bill was voted on, Cooper released a short statement: &ldquo;I support the House Bill 2 repeal compromise that will be introduced tomorrow. It&rsquo;s not a perfect deal, but it repeals House Bill 2 and begins to repair our reputation.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Pragmatism was a theme for Democrats in supporting HB142. Sen. Terry Van Duyn, the Democratic minority whip, said as much to Vox on the floor of the Senate before the vote on HB142.</p>

<p>&ldquo;HB2 does a lot of horrible things,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;This doesn&rsquo;t fix all of them. But it does, it really does fix some of them. And so, because it represents forward progress, I don&rsquo;t see it so much as a compromise as a first step. And I &mdash; it&rsquo;s the only tool I have right now. So that&rsquo;s why I&rsquo;m supporting it.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Asked what was the main driver of his support for HB142, House Minority Leader Darren Jackson said it was getting rid of HB2.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Getting that stain off our state,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;For us to no longer be known as the bathroom state. And get to working on the issues that really matter. And one of those issues to me will be statewide nondiscrimination protections. But we&rsquo;re never gonna get there if we&rsquo;re still arguing about bathrooms.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Sen. Dan Blue, the Democratic minority leader, introduced HB142 to the Senate Rules Committee with President Pro Tempore Phil Berger, the Republican leader. In a statement, Blue explained that while HB142 doesn&rsquo;t fix all of HB2&rsquo;s problems, it&rsquo;s a step in the right direction.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Let me begin by saying that a lot of us would not like to put a moratorium on local governments being able to evolve the laws that protect all citizens of the state,&rdquo; Blue said. &ldquo;But. We believe, overall, that this bill addresses the major issues that House Bill 2 created.&rdquo;</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">The rule Republicans used to justify the moratorium on local nondiscrimination ordinances</h2>
<p>Debating HB142 on the floor, House Speaker Pro Tempore Sarah Stevens (R), said that North Carolina is a &ldquo;Dillon&rsquo;s Rule state.&rdquo; In an interview a few weeks before the compromise was announced, Stevens told Vox that any compromise had to keep North Carolina a Dillon&rsquo;s Rule state.</p>

<p>Dillon&rsquo;s Rule, named for John Dillon, a judge in Iowa in 1872, is a phrase for a type of judicial restraint. According to the rule, when local authority is litigated, judges should treat the scope of local authority in a very limited manner.</p>

<p>Historically, however, North Carolina hasn&rsquo;t been a Dillon&rsquo;s Rule state. The state grants authority to local governments not in a broad manner, <a href="https://canons.sog.unc.edu/is-north-carolina-a-dillons-rule-state/">but based on individual statutes</a>.</p>

<p>&ldquo;[W]hat we are is not something there is a name for,&rdquo; Frayda Bluestein, a professor at UNC Chapel Hill&rsquo;s school of government, said. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re a non&ndash;home rule state. But &#8230; the main importance of all of this in the context of HB2 is when people say we&rsquo;re a Dillon&rsquo;s Rule state, what they&rsquo;re saying is that there is no home rule, so there&rsquo;s no argument.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Once the House had passed HB142 and sent the legislation to Cooper for his signature, House Speaker Tim Moore held a press conference explaining why the moratorium was such an important issue to Republicans, and why it had to be so long. He said Republicans were concerned that cities would attempt to &ldquo;create patchworks&rdquo; that defy state lawmakers by establishing protections for LGBTQ residents. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m gonna tell you that there is a concern,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;that continues to be a concern, of myself and a number of members, where cities get into doing additional things.&rdquo;</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">House Bill 142 had support from leaders of both parties. Dissent came from both parties too.</h2><img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/8273035/NC_SecondReading.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="" title="" data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="Second reading of HB142. | Lily Carollo" data-portal-copyright="Lily Carollo" />
<p>At all points during its passage, from committees to full votes, HB142 encountered resistance from Democrats and Republicans. Before the full Senate, the bill passed <a href="http://ncleg.net/gascripts/voteHistory/RollCallVoteTranscript.pl?sSession=2017&amp;sChamber=S&amp;RCS=50">32-16</a> on its second reading (and by voice vote on its third), with Republicans and Democrats voting in the majority and the minority.</p>

<p>Sen. Dan Bishop, a Republican and an original co-sponsor of HB2, was one of the Republicans who voted no. His concern in voting for HB2, and voting against HB142, was bodily privacy for everyone in bathrooms and changing facilities against transgender rights.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Those two come into conflict,&rdquo; he said. Still, all <a href="http://www.vox.com/cards/transgender-myths-fiction-facts/transgender-bathroom-bills">the evidence we have so far shows that largely that&rsquo;s not the case</a>. States with laws that attempt to accommodate transgender rights have shown no discernible increase in sexual assault in bathrooms and changing facilities.</p>

<p>In the House, Republicans, beginning with Rep. Mark Brody, tried to delay the vote until the following week. The motion failed, <a href="https://twitter.com/alittlelilypad/status/847483057502334977">34-85</a>. The only two openly LGBTQ members of the General Assembly at the time, Rep. Cecil Brockman and Rep. Deb Butler, <a href="https://twitter.com/RaleighReporter/status/847484658065354752">spoke out</a> <a href="https://twitter.com/RaleighReporter/status/847483734433480705">against the compromise</a> on the floor when debating the bill. When debate ended, the House voted to concur with the Senate, <a href="http://ncleg.net/gascripts/voteHistory/RollCallVoteTranscript.pl?sSession=2017&amp;sChamber=H&amp;RCS=144">70-48</a>.</p>

<p>Before the House and Senate voted, I asked Sen. Mike Woodard, a Democrat, why he wasn&rsquo;t going to vote for HB142.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I think this is a worse deal than what we rejected in December,&rdquo; he said.</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">Attempts to repeal House Bill 2 stretch back to December with Cooper’s win — but none of them went anywhere</h2>
<p>Once McCrory conceded the governor&rsquo;s race in December, an attempt to repeal HB2 was made during a special session of the General Assembly. During the 2016 campaign, McCrory&rsquo;s <a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/news/politics-government/state-politics/article102251942.html">official position</a> was that if Charlotte repealed its ordinance, HB2 could be repealed too. Though Charlotte <a href="http://www.charlotteobserver.com/news/local/article122156609.html">waited to act</a> until December, McCrory <a href="http://abc11.com/politics/special-session-to-repeal-hb2-will-be-held-wednesday/1663380/">still called for a special session</a>.</p>

<p>The effort in December <a href="http://abc11.com/politics/hb2-repeal-fails-at-special-session/1666148/">failed</a> because Democrats rejected a six-month moratorium to prevent local municipalities from passing nondiscrimination ordinances (far better than the three-year moratorium they accepted with HB142). And even if Democrats had accept that moratorium condition, Republicans were possibly even more splintered on repeal than they were with HB142, so passage would not have been guaranteed.</p>

<p>When the new session of the General Assembly began this year, Democrats quickly filed <a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/news/politics-government/state-politics/article132626659.html">several repeal bills</a>, all of which were pretty similar. One even had Cooper&rsquo;s official backing. Each bill was sent to its respective chamber&rsquo;s rules committee, which usually means it&rsquo;ll be worked on or it was sent to die.</p>

<p>While Democrats introduced their bills, only one Republican, Rep. Chuck McGrady, made any standalone effort to resolve the tensions surrounding HB2. His <a href="http://ncleg.net/Sessions/2017/Bills/House/PDF/H186v1.pdf">House Bill 186</a> repealed HB2 and increased penalties for crimes committed in changing facilities. Like HB142, it left legislation surrounding bathrooms and changing facilities to the prerogative of the state.</p>

<p>Unlike HB142, McGrady&rsquo;s bill had a referendum provision for local nondiscrimination ordinances. If within 90 days, enough signatures had been collected, a referendum on that ordinance would have been triggered for the next municipal or general election. But putting up such a policy for a general vote appeared to have been the biggest obstacle to getting large-scale support from Democrats.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I think that this is a compromise, but it doesn&rsquo;t go far enough,&rdquo; Sen. Erica Smith-Ingram, a Democrat who represents several northeastern counties, said about HB186 a few weeks before HB142 was introduced. &ldquo;I definitely do not feel that the majority should determine the rights of the minority group. And that is exactly what happens with the local referendum on the [nondiscrimination ordinances].&rdquo;</p>

<p>In an interview with Vox around the same time, Todd Barlow, Minority Leader Jackson&rsquo;s legislative counsel, echoed Smith-Ingram.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I think almost every House Democrat has a big problem with the referendum. And that&rsquo;s because, historically, you know, we&rsquo;ve been proud of our role in expanding civil rights,&rdquo; Barlow said. &ldquo;And when you&rsquo;re talking about civil rights, you&rsquo;re usually talking about people who may be in the minority, or people who may be not popular for whatever reason. And so when you put those rights &mdash; when you have elected leaders who take a courageous decision to protect those rights, and then you allow it to be undone by referendum, that kinda defeats the purpose.&rdquo;</p>

<p>It seems, however, that talks had been taking place in the background. <a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/news/politics-government/state-politics/article140618008.html">At one point</a>, Jackson had around 40 House Democrats ready to support a modified version of McGrady&rsquo;s bill, and McGrady had about 20 House Republicans. That would have been a margin necessary for the bill to pass the House. But some Republicans quickly grew wary of changes to the bill designed to garner Democratic support, and talks fizzled. Moreover, Cooper appeared to be <a href="https://medium.com/@NC_Governor/we-need-republican-leaders-to-come-back-to-the-negotiating-table-bec37a38731a">vehemently opposed</a> to McGrady&rsquo;s bill.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I certainly think [the modified House Bill 186] was a better deal, and that&rsquo;s why we agreed to it,&rdquo; Jackson said in response to a question by Colin Campbell, a reporter for the News &amp; Observer, on the day of HB142&rsquo;s passage.</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">HB142’s passage came after a series of failed, quick legislative maneuvers and the NCAA’s ultimatum</h2><img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/8273333/NC_FUBAR.jpg?quality=90&#038;strip=all&#038;crop=0,0,100,100" alt="" title="" data-has-syndication-rights="1" data-caption="A FUBAR meter in the legislature’s press room — it’s adjusted when things get hot. | Lily Carollo" data-portal-copyright="Lily Carollo" />
<p>In the runup to HB142&rsquo;s announcement, a draft of a bill that included a &ldquo;religious liberty&rdquo; provision leaked to a <a href="http://www.wbtv.com/story/34986244/exclusive-new-republican-bill-would-repeal-hb2-adds-rights-of-conscience-exemption">Charlotte TV station</a>. A day before HB142 had been agreed to, Berger and Moore <a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/news/politics-government/state-politics/article141326748.html">held a joint press conference</a> to announce that a deal on HB2 had been reached &mdash; only for Cooper to swiftly deny any such agreement had been made. The clumsy rollout of the announcement suggests negotiations were fragile.</p>

<p>Moore confirmed as much to Vox.</p>

<p>&ldquo;The way these negotiations would go, once you thought you had one thing resolved, there would be something else that would move,&rdquo; he said.</p>

<p>Sen. Van Duyn offered a personal anecdote about how tense the discussions became.</p>

<p>&ldquo;When I reach out to Republicans, they can&rsquo;t talk to me,&rdquo; she said to Vox in mid-March. &ldquo;I have been told [by a Republican senator] that I can&rsquo;t be seen talking to them publicly about HB2.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Recent events also seemed to add a sense of urgency to reach some sort of compromise. Two days before the compromise was announced, the Associated Press <a href="http://www.vox.com/identities/2017/3/27/15072568/north-carolina-lgbtq-law-economy">released an analysis</a> that showed HB2 was already costing the state hundreds of millions of dollars, which would have continued each year had the law remained in place.</p>

<p>Orange County, for example, had already lost $3.7 million in revenue due to HB2, County Commissioner Penny Rich told Vox. The loss had come from conferences, corporations, associations, organizations, and foundations passing on Orange County, where UNC Chapel Hill is located, as a place to hold events.</p>

<p>&ldquo;We don&rsquo;t have a whole lot of tax base,&rdquo; Rich said. &ldquo;We don&rsquo;t have a whole lot of commercial space. So our ability to make up those losses through taxes isn&rsquo;t there. So what happens is the burden is placed onto the homeowner because your homeowner&rsquo;s tax is 87 percent of our tax revenue in Orange County. So if we&rsquo;re not bringing in those tourism dollars, then at the end of the day, homeowners are gonna have to pick up that slack, and it&rsquo;s tremendous for our homeowners who already live here.&rdquo;</p>

<p>The NCAA&rsquo;s <a href="http://www.charlotteobserver.com/news/politics-government/article140383638.html">warning</a> the week before HB142&rsquo;s passage was a clear game changer. In fact, in the process of passing HB142, several Republicans on the House floor criticized the NCAA&rsquo;s influence on the process. Rep. Bart Jones, a Republican, suggested Cooper should raise two flags outside the governor&rsquo;s mansion: one for the NCAA, the other a white flag of surrender.</p>

<p>House Speaker Moore acknowledged that some of his colleagues were motivated by the NCAA&rsquo;s deadline.</p>

<p>&ldquo;You know, I will tell you this,&rdquo; he told reporters after the vote. &ldquo;There was concern about was the deadline with the NCAA pushing things. And I will tell you, with me, it was not. These were discussion that we&rsquo;ve been having for weeks, and &mdash; not weeks, months.&rdquo;</p>
<h2 class="wp-block-heading">It’s too early to say what effects this compromise will have</h2>
<p>There were a lot of consequences to North Carolina passing HB2, many of which will have a long-term impact. Not everything will be resolved right away.</p>

<p>We won&rsquo;t know what the NCAA thinks of HB142 until its board of governors meets <a href="https://www.washingtonpost.com/sports/ncaa-will-review-north-carolinas-rollback-of-bathroom-law-decide-next-week-on-future-events/2017/03/30/4b05fadc-1575-11e7-9e4f-09aa75d3ec57_story.html?utm_term=.8aed78936077">next week</a>. Over the weekend, the ACC announced that football championship games would return to North Carolina, after it also said it would pull major events from the state in reaction to HB2.</p>

<p>There&rsquo;s also new uncertainty surrounding ACLU&rsquo;s lawsuit over HB2. Despite this, the organization will continue to fight. The following statement was given to Vox from Molly Rivera, ACLU NC&rsquo;s communication&rsquo;s associate:</p>
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<p>The ACLU, ACLU of North Carolina, and Lambda Legal will continue to defend right of transgender people to use restrooms and changing facilities consistent with their gender identity, as federal law requires,&rdquo; the organization said. &ldquo;The lawsuit, which includes claims for the damages inflicted by H.B. 2, will continue, and the legal team will seek to amend the lawsuit to challenge H.B. 142 as well.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>As for North Carolina&rsquo;s lawmakers, they&rsquo;re eager to move their attention away from bathrooms.</p>
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							<summary type="html"><![CDATA[You&#8217;re halfway through the album when you hear it &#8212; a heavenly harmony of instruments that features a harpsichord, organ, bass clarinet, string bass, sleigh bells, and a wonderful French horn. This is the intro to &#8220;God Only Knows,&#8221; the most well-known single from Pet Sounds, the masterpiece by the Beach Boys originally released 50 [&#8230;]]]></summary>
			
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<div class="chorus-snippet center"> <p>You&#8217;re halfway through the album when you hear it &mdash; a heavenly harmony of instruments that features a harpsichord, organ, bass clarinet, string bass, sleigh bells, and a wonderful French horn.</p> <div class="float-right"><div data-chorus-asset-id="6489271" data-hide-credit="true"><img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489271/Photo%207.jpg"></div></div> <p>This is the intro to <a href="https://play.spotify.com/track/0ObrXLrfrqJUNc8RfmIBHP?play=true&amp;utm_source=open.spotify.com&amp;utm_medium=open">&#8220;God Only Knows,&#8221;</a> the most well-known single from <a href="http://www.petsounds.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><em>Pet Sounds</em></a>, the masterpiece by the Beach Boys originally released 50 years ago, on May 16, 1966.</p> <p><em>Pet Sounds</em> was a major turning point. Through sheer cohesiveness in its themes, song-to-song production excellence, and innovative use of instruments, <em>Pet Sounds</em> set a new standard for what a record album could &mdash; and should &mdash; be. It also vaulted the Beach Boys to the forefront of popular music trends.</p> <p>But it didn&#8217;t arrive out of nowhere. It was a product of particular circumstances, developed amid an informal competition between two behemoth musical groups.</p> <p>That it gave us &#8220;God Only Knows,&#8221; one of our culture&rsquo;s most beloved songs, should hint at the remarkable quality of the album as a whole. So now that it&#8217;s turning 50, let&#8217;s figure out why it&#8217;s as good as it is.</p> <h3>At least in part, <em>Pet Sounds</em> is defined by its modernization and imaginative sound</h3> <p>&#8220;Nah-uh, that was too jerky,&#8221; Beach Boys mastermind <a href="https://youtu.be/QCTVcNsJGX0?t=46s">Brian Wilson says to French horn player Alan Robinson</a>, interrupting a take of &#8220;God Only Knows.&#8221;</p> <p>&#8220;Make it more ooooh-ooh,&#8221; Wilson sounds out, trying to get Robinson closer to what&rsquo;s in his head. Robinson does his best to play the instrument in a way that mimics what Wilson is singing. &#8220;Let&rsquo;s go. Yeah. Right,&#8221; Wilson tells Robinson, and the assembled group of studio session players, who have become legends in their own right.</p> <div data-chorus-asset-id="6489315" data-hide-credit="true"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489315/GettyImages-74285510.jpg"><div class="caption">Brian Wilson directs from the control room while recording <em>Pet Sounds</em>.</div> </div> <p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wrecking_Crew_(music)">The Wrecking Crew</a><span>, as those session players were unofficially called, had to adapt to any number of requests, some more unusual than others. Throughout the recording of </span><em>Pet Sounds</em><span>, Wilson relied on an unusual assortment of items to add depth to the songs he had written and mostly carried in his head.</span></p> <div class="float-left"><div data-hide-credit="true" data-chorus-asset-id="6489273"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489273/Photo%203.jpeg"><div class="caption">The original lyrics to &#8220;God Only Knows.&#8221;</div> </div></div> <p>The album features an empty plastic bottle used for a percussion sound in &#8220;Caroline, No,&#8221; and Wilson used empty Coke cans in a similar manner in &#8220;Pet Sounds,&#8221; the track before it. You&rsquo;ll hear tricycle bells and bicycle horns in &#8220;You Still Believe in Me,&#8221; and sleigh bells in &#8220;God Only Knows.&#8221;</p> <p>Wilson also used better-known instruments in weird ways. For the intro to &#8220;You Still Believe in Me,&#8221; Tony Asher, <em>Pet Sounds</em>&#8216; primary lyricist, <a href="http://www.beachboysfanclub.com/ps-tracks.html">helped Wilson get the sound he wanted</a> by plucking the strings inside Wilson&#8217;s piano as Wilson held down the notes on the keyboard. &#8220;I Know There&rsquo;s an Answer&#8221; uses a harmonica as a bass instrument and for a solo &mdash; unheard of at the time.</p> <p>And remember that eerie sound of the electric <a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/3/9/11182776/clara-rockmore-google-doodle-theremin" target="_blank" rel="noopener">theremin</a> in science fiction movies of the &#8217;50s and &#8217;60s? Its haunting wails turn up near the end of &#8220;I Just Wasn&rsquo;t Made for These Times.&#8221;</p> <p>It&rsquo;s impossible to say for sure where Wilson got his ideas for instrumentation, but what motivated his endless experimentation is unmistakable: his desire to beat the Beatles.</p> <h3>The album was a critical step in a production race that defined the music industry in the mid-1960s</h3> <p>The story usually goes like this: After the arrival of the Beatles in America, they and the Beach Boys entered a production race of <a href="http://www.avclub.com/article/brian-wilson-14013">&#8220;mutual inspiration.&#8221;</a> <a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/3/9/11185914/george-martin-beatles">George Martin</a>, the recently passed producer for the Beatles, <a href="https://youtu.be/0SriaRRcA6w?t=15m34s">once described it this way</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>The Beatles were going their way and Brian was going his. And they were kind of looking over their shoulders and seeing what was coming up on the outside rail. And, um, I think that was the effect of it. They wanted to experiment more. They wanted to do&hellip;rather more outrageous things.</p></blockquote> <p>Though neither group had a specific goal in mind, we can be sure of the result: a shift toward using the recording studio as an instrument in and of itself, whether by improving the clarity of recording or by utilizing the latest technology to wield more control over the final product.</p> <p>&#8220;Not until the Beatles hit &mdash; then we really felt we had to get going,&#8221; Wilson <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX-kFyt73Uw">said in a 2002 episode</a> of the TV series <em><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0920938/">Art That Shook the World</a></em>. However, while the Beach Boys and the Beatles took small cues from each other immediately after the British Invasion, it wasn&rsquo;t until the end of 1965 that the race took off in earnest. &#8220;When I heard <em><a href="http://www.thebeatles.com/album/rubber-soul">Rubber Soul</a></em>, I said, &lsquo;That&rsquo;s it. That&rsquo;s all, folks,&rsquo;&#8221; Wilson recalled.</p> <div class="float-right"><div data-chorus-asset-id="6489275" data-hide-credit="true"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489275/12745565_10153951027337241_2811372759236531765_n.jpg"><div class="caption">The Beach Boys in 1966.</div> </div></div> <p>Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford, his then-wife (who was just Marilyn Wilson at the time), remembers her former husband saying, &#8220;I need to make the greatest rock &#8216;n&#8217; roll album. I&rsquo;m gonna do it.&#8221; The result was <em>Pet Sounds</em>.</p> <p>Alas, much to Wilson&#8217;s dismay, the album wasn&rsquo;t particularly well-received in the US, peaking at 10th place on the Billboard 200. The band&#8217;s label, Capitol, also released a Beach Boys greatest hits collection not too long afterward, when it looked like <em>Pet Sounds</em> wasn&rsquo;t doing well as the band or Capitol had hoped, further kneecapping Wilson&#8217;s work.</p> <p>But despite its disappointing debut, <em>Pet Sounds </em>was tremendously influential.</p> <p>The album had a warmer reception in the UK, peaking at No. 2 on the charts. And it <a href="https://books.google.com/books?id=xWRyBAAAQBAJ&amp;pg=PA386&amp;lpg=PA386&amp;dq=god+only+knows+influences+here,+there,+everywhere&amp;source=bl&amp;ots=zEwW5-QlG4&amp;sig=lvd7ZOF2CWkfuasuIM01L2FP1X8&amp;hl=en&amp;sa=X&amp;ved=0ahUKEwjWxrP5l9XMAhXnyoMKHbchAl4Q6AEIPzAG#v=onepage&amp;q=god%20only%20knows%20influences%20here%2C%20there%2C%20everywhere&amp;f=false">immediately inspired</a> the Beatles&#8217; recording of <a href="http://albumlinernotes.com/Paul_McCartney_Comments.html">&#8220;Here, There, and Everywhere,&#8221;</a> which would appear on their own classic, <em><a href="http://www.thebeatles.com/album/revolver">Revolver</a></em>, when it was released a few months later, in August 1966.</p> <p>Yet <em>Revolver</em>&rsquo;s production &mdash; with the exception of &#8220;Tomorrow Never Knows,&#8221; which features looped tapes, reversed instruments, and other creative uses of the studio &mdash; lacked in comparison to <em>Pet Sounds</em>. It didn&rsquo;t (and doesn&rsquo;t) sound as full or rich.</p> <aside><q><em>Pet Sounds</em> set a new standard for what a record album could &mdash; and should &mdash; be</q></aside><p>So when the Beatles began work on 1967&#8217;s <em>Sgt. Pepper&rsquo;s Lonely Hearts Club Band</em>, <em>Pet Sounds</em> was at the forefront of their minds. &#8220;Without <em>Pet Sounds</em>, <em>Sgt. Pepper</em> never would have happened. &#8230; <em>Pepper</em> was an attempt to equal <em>Pet Sounds</em>,&#8221; <em>Sgt. Pepper</em> producer <a href="http://articles.latimes.com/1997/nov/01/entertainment/ca-48891">Martin wrote in the liner notes</a> for the Beach Boys&#8217; outtakes collection <em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pet_Sounds_Sessions">The Pet Sounds Sessions</a></em>, released in 1997, a year after <em>Pet Sounds</em>&rsquo; 30th anniversary.</p> <p>Paul McCartney himself has echoed that sentiment. &#8220;If records had a director within a band, I sort of directed <em>Pepper</em>,&#8221; McCartney said in <a href="http://albumlinernotes.com/Paul_McCartney_Comments.html">an interview he did in 1990</a>. &#8220;And my influence was basically the <em>Pet Sounds</em> album.&#8221; <em>Sgt. Pepper</em> marked a huge production leap over <em>Revolver</em>, and went on to win the Beatles a Grammy for Best Album.</p> <p>That&#8217;s essentially where the production race ended. While the Beatles were busy with <em>Revolver</em> and <em>Sgt. Pepper</em>, the Beach Boys&#8217; Wilson had been trying to up the ante even more with <em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Smile_(The_Beach_Boys_album)">SMiLE</a></em>, his intended follow-up to <em>Pet Sounds</em>.</p> <p><em>SMiLE</em> was an ambitious, high-concept undertaking; Wilson was <a href="http://arpjournal.com/smile-brian-wilson%E2%80%99s-musical-mosaic/">recording everything in pieces</a>, effectively experimenting with a physical version of digital editing about 20 years before the technology arrived. But due to the huge amount of effort involved and a breakdown in Wilson&#8217;s mental health, <em>SMiLE</em> was not to be. The project <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collapse_of_Smile">famously collapsed</a> and wasn&#8217;t released &mdash; until decades later, when it was released officially in two <a href="http://pitchfork.com/reviews/albums/8781-smile/">different</a> <a href="http://pitchfork.com/reviews/albums/16000-the-smile-sessions/">versions</a>.</p> <p>What&rsquo;s remarkable, though, and what has seemingly been forgotten in the decades since, is the strong possibility that by the end of 1966, Wilson had finally managed to fight the Beatles to a near draw in terms of popularity &mdash; at least when considering the two groups&#8217; chart performance in the US and the UK.</p> <p>The Beach Boys&#8217; &#8220;Wouldn&rsquo;t It Be Nice&#8221; and &#8220;Sloop John B,&#8221; two of the three singles from <em>Pet Sounds</em>, charted incredibly well in the US, and &#8220;Sloop John B&#8221; also performed well in the UK. The 1966 standalone single &#8220;Good Vibrations&#8221; proved a monumental success, and the Beatles <a href="https://read.atavist.com/goodbye-surfing-hello-god">were widely feared to be breaking up</a> in late &rsquo;66, after <em>Revolver</em>.</p> <p>Indeed, a 1966 <a href="http://www.nme.com/awards/history/1966">reader poll</a> conducted by the UK&#8217;s NME Magazine shows how close both groups were: The Beach Boys beat the Beatles by 101 votes to earn the title of Most Popular Band, 5,373 to 5,272.</p> <p>So even though <em>Pet Sounds</em>&rsquo; success was initially disappointing, it ultimately led the Beach Boys to the height of their popularity. And while that popularity inevitably declined over the long term, what&rsquo;s helped the album maintain a fervent following is the almost universally relatable journey it leads its listeners through.</p> <div data-hide-credit="true" data-chorus-asset-id="6489607"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489607/Photo_4.0.jpg"><div class="caption">Brian Wilson harmonizing with Carl Wilson, Al Jardine, and Dennis Wilson during a <em>Pet Sounds</em> recording session.</div> </div> <h3>As a whole, <em>Pet Sounds</em> tells a relatable story about young love and heartbreak</h3> <p>Of the many themes and subjects <em>Pet Sounds</em> touches upon and tackles, the album is united by a sadness it never shies away from; at its core, <em>Pet Sounds</em> is about young, failed love.</p> <p>&#8220;God Only Knows,&#8221; like most of the songs on the album, functions differently as a standalone work than within the context of the album. By itself, the song explores a person longing for her romantic partner who has died. But in the context of the album as a whole, it feels like a pivot, signifying that point in a relationship when you suspect you&rsquo;re falling out of love or can begin to imagine life <em>without</em> the person you&rsquo;re involved with.</p> <p><em>Pet Sounds</em> begins with &#8220;Wouldn&rsquo;t It Be Nice,&#8221; perhaps the record&rsquo;s &#8220;happiest&#8221; song, in which a couple yearns for the bright future they anticipate having. The rest of the first side (which ends with &#8220;Sloop John B&#8221;) similarly tackles falling in love or being in love in various contexts: &#8220;You Still Believe in Me&#8221; beautifully explores the feelings one experiences after letting down a partner, and how couples overcome this struggle. &#8220;That&rsquo;s Not Me&#8221; concerns someone who must figure herself out &mdash; encountering dejection (and resignation, disappointment?) &mdash; before she enters a relationship.</p> <aside><q>The album is united by a sadness it never shies away from</q></aside><p>&#8220;Don&rsquo;t Talk (Put Your Head on My Shoulder)&#8221; dives into a very relatable situation: consoling a loved one through a very depressing point in her life. &#8220;I&rsquo;m Waiting for the Day&#8221; explores a relationship formed in the wake of a breakup, and &#8220;Let&rsquo;s Go Away for a While,&#8221; the first of <em>Pet Sounds</em><span>&rsquo; two instrumental pieces, allows listeners to relax and take stock of what they&#8217;ve heard so far, yet still communicates a vague feeling of sadness.</span></p> <p>&#8220;Sloop John B&#8221; finishes out the first side. As a cover of a Caribbean folk song, it&#8217;s sometimes viewed as an oddity &mdash; something that doesn&rsquo;t belong on an album that&#8217;s ostensibly about failed romance. But when you analyze it a little more closely, you&rsquo;ll find much of its subject matter at home within <em>Pet Sounds</em>. The song, like the rest of the album, is rooted in sadness; in this case, it&#8217;s the result of a vacation gone awry, which also serves as a metaphor for the depressing journey the album takes you on.</p> <p><iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://cache.vevo.com/assets/html/embed.html?video=USUV71601128" frameborder="0"></iframe></p> <p>&#8220;God Only Knows&#8221; starts the album&#8217;s second half, followed by &#8220;I Know There&rsquo;s an Answer,&#8221; which was originally titled &#8220;Hang On to Your Ego.&#8221; Like &#8220;That&rsquo;s Not Me,&#8221; the song is about finding oneself, but its placement on the album conveys a sense of frustration, gloom. The singer is clearly struggling to connect with someone she knows, someone who is closed off.</p> <p>Not unexpectedly, &#8220;Here Today&#8221; comes next, a breakup song about seeing your ex-partner take up with someone else &mdash; a kind of inverted &#8220;I&rsquo;m Waiting for the Day.&#8221; &#8220;I Just Wasn&rsquo;t Made for These Times&#8221; explores feeling lost in an unfamiliar environment, not unlike the &#8220;What do I do now?&#8221; feeling we might experience when a relationship ends.</p> <p>Then &#8220;Pet Sounds&#8221; offers one more chance to reflect before the album concludes. Its penultimate track and the second and final instrumental, the song is far more unsettled than &#8220;Let&rsquo;s Go Away for a While,&#8221; reflecting its place within the album&#8217;s ongoing love story.</p> <p>&#8220;Caroline, No&#8221; is <em>Pet Sounds</em>&rsquo; piercingly vulnerable finale. Far in the future, and thus much older, our teenage ex-partners meet once again. Expanding upon the premise of how people change as they get older, the song wonders if the love these teenagers once felt for each other could ever be reignited or felt again. But its tone implies it cannot, and mourns the loss of that first love.</p> <p>The conclusion of &#8220;Caroline, No&#8221; can seem bewildering, especially to first-time listeners. The sound of an oncoming train accompanied by barking dogs might be confusing in the moment, but as the train approaches and accelerates, the barking dogs chasing after it, the metaphor becomes clear: It represents the loss of innocence after your first heartbreak.</p> <p>Fans of <em>Pet Sounds</em> have heard this train coming and going for a long time now &mdash; both when they experience it in their own lives and every time they take the record for a spin.</p> </div><!-- ######## BEGIN SNIPPET ######## --><div class="chorus-snippet two-up"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489321/Photo%201.jpg"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6489631/Photo%202.jpg"> </div><div class="caption">Outtakes from the <em>Pet Sounds</em> cover shoot at the San Diego Zoo.</div><!-- ######## END SNIPPET ######## --><div class="chorus-snippet center"> <h3>Forget the surfing, girls, and cars &mdash; <em>Pet Sounds</em> is the Beach Boys&#8217; true legacy</h3> <p>It&rsquo;s difficult to measure cultural awareness of a particular album. However, given the Beach Boys&#8217; legacy and the relative popularity of some of <em>Pet Sounds</em>&#8216; singles, it&rsquo;s a pretty safe bet that, as was the case in 1966, &#8220;Wouldn&rsquo;t It Be Nice,&#8221; &#8220;Sloop John B,&#8221; and &#8220;God Only Knows&#8221; are more widely known than the album on which they debuted.</p> <p>And the consequences of <em>SMiLE</em>&rsquo;s collapse can still be felt today. After Wilson gave up on the project, the Beach Boys pulled out of the production race, stripped Wilson of his status as band leader, and released the lo-fi <em>Smiley Smile </em>in September of 1967. Because they stopped innovating, they very quickly fell out of fashion.</p> <p>The Beach Boys didn&#8217;t stop recording good music after 1967. But great albums like <em>Sunflower</em>, <em>Surf&rsquo;s Up</em>, the <a href="http://www.rollingstone.com/music/albumreviews/holland-19730301">underrated masterpiece </a><a href="http://www.rollingstone.com/music/albumreviews/holland-19730301"><em>Holland</em></a>, and the more recently released <em>SMiLE Sessions</em> never received the public recognition they deserved. Today, the Beach Boys&#8217; image still largely reflects the band&#8217;s &#8220;cars, surfing, and girls&#8221; years.</p> <aside><q>The best of The Beach Boys has nothing to do with the beach</q></aside><p>What&rsquo;s heartening to see, however, is that even though the production race between the Beach Boys and the Beatles ended nearly 50 years ago, in some ways it&rsquo;s still going on. Both groups have charted among the top 10 on the Billboard 200 within the past four years &mdash; pretty good for 50-year-old bands. And it&#8217;s common, on lists of the best albums of all time, to see <em>Pet Sounds </em> jockey with a Beatles album (like <em><a href="http://www.rollingstone.com/music/lists/500-greatest-albums-of-all-time-20120531/the-beach-boys-pet-sounds-20120524">Sgt. Pepper</a></em> or <em><a href="http://consequenceofsound.net/2010/09/consequence-of-sounds-top-100-albums-ever/full-post/">Abbey Road</a></em>) for the top spot.</p> <p>But to my mind, the Beatles never topped <em>Pet Sounds</em>. For all the Fab Foursome&#8217;s admirable achievements, they never managed to wield an album so deftly united in subject matter, theme, production, and song-to-song quality.</p> <p>If you&rsquo;ve listened to <em>Pet Sounds</em> before, listen to it again. If you haven&rsquo;t, listen to it today, and discover that the best of the Beach Boys has nothing to do with the beach &mdash; it&rsquo;s in that piano introduction of &#8220;You Still Believe in Me,&#8221; that beautiful chorus and wonderful French horn at the end of &#8220;God Only Knows,&#8221; and that train from &#8220;Caroline, No.&#8221; Acknowledge the band&#8217;s <em>true</em> legacy in the wistful, heartbroken sadness of <em>Pet Sounds</em>.</p> </div><hr class="wp-block-separator" /><ul class="m-related-links clearfix" data-analytics-placement="bottom"> <h3>Learn more</h3> <li class="related-links-item"><a data-analytics-link="related" class="related-links-link" href="http://www.vox.com/2016/5/4/11573402/beyonce-lemonade-review-angry-black-woman"><div class="related-links-item-image"></div> <div class="related-links-item-highlight"></div> <div class="related-links-item-headline">Beyonc&eacute;&#8217;s Lemonade tears apart the most demeaning stereotype of black women</div></a></li> <li class="related-links-item"><a data-analytics-link="related" class="related-links-link" href="http://www.vox.com/2016/4/23/11489542/prince-covers"><div class="related-links-item-image"></div> <div class="related-links-item-highlight"></div> <div class="related-links-item-headline">How Prince pushed back against the fragmenting world of music</div></a></li> <li class="related-links-item"><a data-analytics-link="related" class="related-links-link" href="http://www.vox.com/culture/2015/12/11/9887686/song-exploder-podcast-interview"><div class="related-links-item-image"></div> <div class="related-links-item-highlight"></div> <div class="related-links-item-headline">The host of the podcast Song Exploder tells us the secrets behind your favorite songs</div></a></li> </ul><p></p>
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			<title type="html"><![CDATA[What happened when I tried to comply with North Carolina&#8217;s new bathroom law]]></title>
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<div class="chorus-snippet center"> <p>As soon as I placed a foot in the women&#8217;s bathroom in Hyde Hall on University of North Carolina Chapel Hill&#8217;s campus, I was breaking the law.</p> <p>On March 23, the North Carolina legislature passed, and Gov. Pat McCrory signed, the <a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/3/23/11293784/north-carolina-lgbt-bathroom-bill" target="new" rel="noopener">Public Facilities Privacy and Security Act</a>. The new law says that people must use the bathrooms and locker rooms in government facilities (including schools, DMVs, and major airports) that match the gender noted in their birth certificate.</p> <p>I&#8217;ve undergone vaginoplasty and hormone replacement therapy. I am a woman. But my birth certificate still says I am a man. And so for me and other trans people in North Carolina, spending time on college campuses and other government facilities requires a long set of preparations.</p> <p>I was at Hyde Hall in early April, two weeks after the bill had been signed into law. A lawsuit had been filed against the governor. Protests had broken out across the state. PayPal withdrew plans to open a large branch in Charlotte. Transgender people were making more calls to <a href="http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2016/04/20/after-north-carolina-s-law-trans-suicide-hotline-calls-double.html" target="new" rel="noopener">suicide helplines</a>. Transgender students and employees at public institutions were outright depressed.</p> <q>As open as I am about my experience with gender dysphoria, I&#8217;m not eager to rock the boat</q><p>I had come to campus to attend a lunch with Mark Joseph Stern from Slate and hear him speak on LGBTQ issues and law. Not wanting to risk the possibility of having to use the bathroom, that morning I took extra precaution in what I ate and drank. I went to the bathroom as soon as I woke up and right before I left. During the lunch, I drank as little water as possible and, as far as I could tell, stayed away from any food that might upset my stomach.</p> <p>As open as I am about <a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/3/7/11162180/gender-affirming-surgery-transition" target="new" rel="noopener">my experience</a> with gender dysphoria, I&#8217;m not eager to rock the boat. As much as I disagree with the law that forbids women like me from using the women&#8217;s bathroom, I wasn&#8217;t 100 percent sure that if I had to use the bathroom, I could bring myself to break the law. It is, after all, breaking the law.</p> <p>My body had other plans, though. Despite my efforts, I had an ominous feeling in my stomach after lunch. The kind that urges you to go to the bathroom as soon as you can.</p> <hr> <p>From my own experiences with transitioning, I feel depressed when I consider what measures transgender students are having to take to comply with the law. I began my transition when I was a student at the University of North Carolina Wilmington, so I&#8217;m familiar with the challenges of being transgender in college. Though Margaret Spellings, president of the UNC system, said there was no way for universities to enforce the law, it is now too risky for some to use the right bathroom.</p> <div class="float-right s-sidebar"> <h4>Learn more</h4> <a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/2/23/11100552/charlotte-north-carolina-lgbtq-pat-mccrory" target="new" rel="noopener"> <img src="https://platform.vox.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/chorus/uploads/chorus_asset/file/6378135/464267078.0.0.jpg" alt="464267078.0.0.jpg" data-chorus-asset-id="6378135"> </a><p><a href="http://www.vox.com/2016/2/23/11100552/charlotte-north-carolina-lgbtq-pat-mccrory" target="new" rel="noopener">North Carolina&#8217;s sweeping anti-LGBTQ law, explained</a></p> </div> <p>I&#8217;m sure there are some transgender students who are now having to plan around their need to use the bathroom: estimating how long they will be on campus for the day, figuring out if they can make it home between classes to use the bathroom, and wondering what they can eat at school, if anything at all. They&#8217;re probably freaking out over the possibility of having to stay at school later than expected. Things are only more difficult for transgender students in high school, middle school, and elementary school. And what happens if, in spite of all your preparations, you still find yourself having to go to the bathroom?</p> <p>Government workers have similar considerations. Joaquin Carcano, one of three plaintiffs in ACLU of North Carolina&#8217;s lawsuit over the law, works at UNC-Chapel Hill&#8217;s Institute for Global Health and Diseases as a project coordinator for people affected by HIV. When I interviewed him a few weeks ago, he told me he&#8217;s had to watch what he eats and drinks before work, and that he now drinks less water during business hours. Because his building doesn&#8217;t have any gender-neutral or single-stall restrooms, he has to make a 30-minute round trip to UNC Hospital nearby to use the bathroom.</p> <p>&#8220;It&#8217;s really distressing,&#8221; <span>Carcano</span> told me. &#8220;It&#8217;s a blow to your self-esteem.&#8221; (Gender-neutral or single-stall bathrooms and locker rooms are accommodations in the new law, but to many in the transgender community, forced usage of such facilities is incredibly upsetting and alienating. All men should be able to use the men&#8217;s bathroom. All women should be able to use the women&#8217;s bathroom.)</p> <p>Carcano&#8217;s sentiments about his situation make me worry about my own employment prospects in the near future.</p> <p>When I start classes in the fall at UNC-Chapel Hill as a graduate student, I&#8217;ll be facing the problems transgender students and employees experience regularly. I&#8217;m worried about taking advantage of career opportunities like teaching assistantships. I&#8217;ve already applied for one beginning in a few months, but now I&#8217;m freaking out that, even if I do get the job, I may end up quitting. Will I be able to skirt the law without consequence and use the women&#8217;s bathroom while working for a university, given my ability to pass well and that I no longer have a penis? I&#8217;m not sure. Will I be able to use the women&#8217;s bathroom knowing that, if reported, I may lose my job? I don&#8217;t know. While UNC-Chapel Hill&#8217;s anti-discrimination laws (which cover gender identity and sexual orientation) as an employer are still intact, they don&#8217;t cover bathroom usage.</p> <q>Transgender students are now having to plan around their need to use the bathroom: estimating how long they will be on campus for the day, wondering what they can eat at school, if anything at all. </q><p>Despite my worries, I&#8217;m relatively lucky, and my particular situation highlights how poorly conceived the law is. Even though I&#8217;ve received vaginoplasty, my birth certificate still says male (the document doesn&#8217;t automatically update when you get a specific surgery). The law is unclear what women and men in my situation are supposed to do. Moreover, the law doesn&#8217;t seem to recognize that many states have different standards for altering birth certificates, an issue legislators might address when they return for their <a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/news/politics-government/state-politics/article69320977.html" target="_blank" rel="noopener">next legislative session</a>.</p> <p>As someone born in New York, I don&#8217;t need to have had vaginoplasty to get my birth certificate changed &mdash; I need a notarized doctor&#8217;s note and some other hard-to-acquire paperwork. Up until North Carolina passed the new law, I was in no rush to change it. Now, it seems like I won&#8217;t be able to get some of the necessary paperwork until early June, and even then it takes about three months for the state to process the change. I&#8217;ll almost certainly be starting school in the fall and breaking the law, and what do I do in the meantime?</p> <hr> <p>Back in Hyde Hall, I rushed around the building to see if there were any gender-neutral or single-stall bathrooms &mdash; there weren&#8217;t any. Not knowing where such bathrooms might be elsewhere on campus, or that I could make it to any one of them in time, I had a revelation. I came back from my search to tell Mark and the few who had remained to mingle after lunch that I was going to the bathroom. When someone asked which I was going to use, I replied, confidently and without hesitation, that it would be the women&#8217;s bathroom.</p> <p>I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. Part of me didn&#8217;t want to break the law and worried something bad might happen if I did. But I also knew there was only one thing I could do. I couldn&#8217;t use the men&#8217;s. I couldn&#8217;t. No one saw me going in &mdash; or rather, no one who wouldn&#8217;t have been supportive saw me going in. And no one was in the bathroom when I used it. But even if someone had been in there, it wouldn&#8217;t have stopped me.</p> <p>I broke the law that day. I will have to be on UNC-Chapel Hill&#8217;s campus many more times before I can get my birth certificate changed. From now until the law is repealed or settled in court, or until my birth certificate is amended, I will keep breaking the law. <a href="http://abc11.com/1296062/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">I&#8217;m not the only one</a>. I will be an anxious mess every time I use the bathroom, but I don&#8217;t see any option. It&#8217;s all I can do, really. I am a woman.</p> <p><em>J.L. is a freelance writer.</em></p> <hr> <p><a href="http://www.vox.com/first-person" target="new" rel="noopener">First Person</a> is Vox&#8217;s home for compelling, provocative narrative essays. Do you have a story to share? 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<div class="chorus-snippet center"> <p>I have nightmares about growing a beard and having a penis. They&#8217;ve occurred more and more frequently the further I&#8217;ve progressed into my transition from male to female.</p> <p>Last July, New York magazine <a href="http://nymag.com/scienceofus/2015/07/theres-a-bright-side-to-bad-dreams.html">published a video explaining what nightmares are</a>: our brains&#8217; way of taking whatever is bothering or frightening us in life and morphing it into tales that we can process as memories. Thanks to hormone therapy, laser treatments, and vaginoplasty surgery, I no longer grow facial hair or have a penis, but the thought of being a boy still terrifies me and always will. These nightmares are my brain&#8217;s way of helping me distance myself from that fear.</p> <p>Much of what you can find about gender-affirming surgeries like vaginoplasty makes you think that after you&#8217;ve had one, all your problems fade away and your life becomes instantaneously better. Take a look at these recent videos by the <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2015/06/17/nyregion/transgender-minors-gender-reassignment-surgery.html">New York Times</a> and <a href="http://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2015/06/01/411261455/what-its-like-to-choose-transgender-sex-reassignment-surgery">NPR</a>, and this article by <a href="http://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/sex-reassignment-surgery-74-medicare-win-opens-door-transgender-seniors-n276986">NBC</a>: All three leave you with the impression that the surgery is a type of transition denouement. In the video by the Times, for example, Katherine, supported by pleasant and hopeful music, says this about her surgery: &#8220;It&#8217;s, like, the new me. I finally feel like myself, so it kind of, in a sense, is a rebirth day &hellip; a renaissance.&#8221;</p> <p>NPR similarly ends its video with Jetta&#8217;Mae Carlisle, who, having undergone the surgery, says, &#8220;I have that white picket fence dream, and that&#8217;s where my future is.&#8221; The NBC article quotes Denee Mallon saying, &#8220;I feel complete.&#8221;</p> <p>These reports obscure the truth: While gender-affirming surgeries can make people more comfortable in their bodies, they&#8217;re not a fix-it for everything wrong in your life. I know this from my own experience with surgery, and from studying the research on it.</p> <h3>I wish I had better resources to help prepare me for my surgery</h3> <p>People who want to have a vaginoplasty must get referrals from two different therapists. Dr. Molly Parks, a gender therapist in Durham, North Carolina, told me the goal of preoperative therapy is to make sure patients have really thought through their decision, and to determine whether they have any mental health issues that could hamper their decision-making.</p> <p>&#8220;I ultimately think that the client is the only one who can determine whether a procedure is the right decision for them,&#8221; said Parks.</p> <p>My pre-op therapy largely went the way Parks described. With my first therapist, I explored how long I&#8217;d had gender dysphoria, a medical condition characterized by an extreme discomfort with the primary and secondary sex characteristics of one&#8217;s body. We talked about how I thought of myself as a girl, therapy history, my relationships with friends and family, what support structures I had in place, and what goals I was pursuing in life. My second therapist and I made sure I was mentally capable of grasping the decision I was making.</p> <p>Thinking back, though, my pre-op therapy didn&#8217;t help me realize how extraordinarily hard it would be to recover from the surgery I had: the stress from being unable to eat solid food for a week and a half, and the feeling of helplessness from being so bedridden and unable to walk normally for weeks, to name only two difficulties. I&#8217;m also, apparently, not the only one who&#8217;s had this gap in his or her therapy experience.</p> <p>&#8220;I would think, and hope, that most gender therapists &hellip; would talk through the potential difficult side effects of surgery,&#8221; said Parks. &#8220;The therapists I work with do tend to do this, although I have had clients who have come to me from therapists where this was not the case.&#8221;</p> <p>Parks said that currently there are &#8220;no specific guidelines in place as to what therapy has to look like presurgery.&#8221; That could change, though &mdash; she is a member of the World Professional Association for Transgender Health, and she said she thinks the organization should adopt guidelines for preoperative therapy.</p> <p>Researching on your own the gender-affirming surgery you need, especially one so enigmatic as vaginoplasty, and without guidance from an informed therapist on the subject, can be excruciating. There was no formal education I could find about vaginoplasty. Even with information provided by my surgeon, I still found myself reading online Q&amp;As, visiting forums, and reading news articles. Trying to form a clear picture of the surgical experience seems impossible when the information you find is so disjointed and often so hateful and frightening.</p> <p>I&#8217;ve seen several horrible euphemisms used to describe a postoperative vagina: &#8220;frankenpussy,&#8221; &#8220;mutilated dickhole,&#8221; &#8220;an open wound,&#8221; &#8220;penis bits.&#8221; <a href="https://broadly.vice.com/en_us/article/hes-not-done-killing-her-why-so-many-trans-women-were-murdered-in-2015">Sometimes the sentiment behind these phrases manifests in very violent ways: Vice published a moving article last year about the 23 trans women killed in 2015.</a></p> <p>It&#8217;s also <a href="http://www.nationalreview.com/corner/419913/mutilating-teenagers-thunderous-applause-david-french">really easy</a> <a href="http://www.nationalreview.com/bench-memos/417944/eeocs-transgendered-mutilation-reality-ed-whelan">to come across</a> <a href="http://thefederalist.com/2014/11/11/trouble-in-transtopia-murmurs-of-sex-change-regret/">articles that describe</a> <a href="http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2015/02/14305/">the surgery as mutilation</a>. In her <a href="http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2016/01/16143/">article for Public Discourse</a>, Margaret A. Hagen, a professor at Boston University, described a woman like me as a &#8220;mutilated male pumped full of estrogen.&#8221;</p> <p>One of the most tiring factors of transitioning is having to be on constant emotional guard everywhere you go. Despite your best efforts, though, you have to wonder how much negativity has been internalized. My vagina is not a mutilation, but I must admit I might not like it as much as I should after reading so much horrible language directed toward it.</p> <h3>What happens when expectations meet reality</h3> <p>Being inadequately prepared for surgery has real consequences.</p> <p>In <a target="_blank" href="https://medium.com/hatewatch-blog/in-the-crosshairs-3700fbf2203d#.8g3cks101" rel="noopener">an essay published</a> last summer, Don Terry explored the horrible struggles black trans women face. One woman told Terry she knew several people who&#8217;d killed themselves after having surgery. &#8220;They really thought life was going to be completely different,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Nothing changed. That&#8217;s a whole lot of money to invest to still have the same life.&#8221;</p> <p>If you&#8217;re in a shit situation before surgery, you&#8217;ll be in a shit situation after. If your co-workers aren&#8217;t supportive of your transition, they&#8217;re not going to change their minds once you have a vagina. The friends you&#8217;ve lost aren&#8217;t going to come back now that you have female genitalia. If you&#8217;ve made it far enough to get surgery without support from your family, they won&#8217;t come around in the aftermath of the operation; what they say to you might change, but their true feelings certainly won&#8217;t.</p> <p>And you&#8217;ll still come across news articles that say your vagina is mutilation. You&#8217;re still going to have people calling you a man. You&#8217;re still going to see people freak out about you using a certain bathroom. Surgery will not change any of this.</p> <p>And indeed, people who have gender-affirming surgeries still experience higher suicide and attempted suicide rates than the rest of the population, according to a 2011 <a href="http://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0016885">study</a> from Sweden. <a href="http://www.heritage.org/research/reports/2016/01/proposed-obamacare-gender-identity-mandate-threatens-freedom-of-conscience-and-the-independence-of-physicians">Some cite this research</a> <a href="http://www.nationalreview.com/article/419473/caitlyn-jenner-and-lefts-embrace-social-decay-david-french">in the hopes of convincing others</a> <a href="http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2015/06/15145/">that the surgeries are ineffective</a> <a href="http://thefederalist.com/2015/08/19/transgender-regret-is-real-even-if-the-media-tell-you-otherwise/">and ultimately harmful</a>, but they do so in error. The researchers go out of their way to explain that the surgeries are not the cause of the high suicide rates: &#8220;The results should not be interpreted such as [the surgery] per se increases morbidity and mortality.&#8221; They say &#8220;things might have been even worse&#8221; without the surgery.</p> <p>The latest research shows that it&#8217;s discrimination and stigma, not surgery itself, that causes the high suicide and attempted suicide rates. <a href="http://bmcpublichealth.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s12889-015-1867-2">A study published in Ontario in 2015</a> revealed that those who have a supportive social environment (the most important social support being parents) were far less likely to seriously consider suicide. Other factors, like having one official document properly identifying your sex, also correlated with lower suicide attempts and rates.</p> <p>My major problem, like many others, is employment. According to the <a href="http://www.thetaskforce.org/static_html/downloads/reports/reports/ntds_full.pdf">National Center for Transgender Equality&#8217;s 2011 survey</a>, 44 percent of the respondents were experiencing underemployment, the unemployment rate was twice that of the national average, and 90 percent said they had experienced workplace harassment or had to hide who they are to avoid such harassment.</p> <p>It&#8217;s been almost two years since I graduated, and I still don&#8217;t have a full-time job. Though I&#8217;ve been recently accepted to graduate school &mdash; a very encouraging development! &mdash; I need to find a part-time job soon, because my mom isn&#8217;t doing so well financially at the moment. I&#8217;m terrified, however, of encountering harassment on the job, so I&#8217;m forced to be very selective in my search. </p> <p> </p> <div class="vox-cardstack"><a href="http://www.vox.com/cards/transgender-myths-fiction-facts">Transgender people: 10 common myths</a></div> <br><h3>Transitioning is a long, challenging road</h3> <p>Transitioning is one of the hardest, most overwhelming experiences someone can go through. It&#8217;s the kind of gamble you make when your back is against the wall and everything seems at stake. Some people take years to finish if they&#8217;re lucky enough to finish or start at all; others think they never finish simply because learning what a woman or man is takes a lifetime.</p> <p>Transitioning is also not a cure. I needed gender-affirming surgery to alleviate gender dysphoria and feel as comfortable in my body as possible, but there is no cure for gender dysphoria &mdash; you can only treat the symptoms, and our ability to treat the symptoms is limited. I still experience dysphoria even though my physical results have turned out well. When I&#8217;m stressed out, my dysphoria worsens, making it harder to deal with whatever was stressing me out in the first place.</p> <p>In February 2013, a month into my transition, I admitted myself to a psychiatric ward because I was afraid I was going to hurt myself. Though I&#8217;ve thankfully never had so serious a situation since then, I&#8217;ve had suicidal thoughts every year since I started transitioning. Maybe, hopefully, <em>finally</em> 2016 will be the first where I don&#8217;t have any at all.</p> <p>The morning of my surgery, the day of my last big step, I realized that right now in our society, transitioning isn&#8217;t just some process you go through; it&#8217;s also something you survive.</p> <p>I&#8217;ve had vaginoplasty. I&#8217;ve finished transitioning. But I&#8217;ve yet to survive it.</p> <p><em>J.L. is a freelance writer.</em></p></div><p></p><div class="chorus-snippet m-fishtank no-responsive-video"><div data-ad-slot="athena_features"></div></div><!-- ######## END SNIPPET ######## -->
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